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all these things i feel
are they even real
i dont know but ill figure it out with you
cuz its easier with two
well i dont know if thats true
but i know that its better than bein alone
and i know
youre scared
but darlin im terrified
cuz were both gonna die
but maybe thats alright
cuz hey, isnt this nice?
and i know youre not thinking straight
but neither am i
so lets stop thinking.
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holding onto something i never had at all
half alive and buried, all that i can do is call your name
but when you leave me stranded, who can really blame me
when i left my legs back in that grave and crawling became my game
moving on from what i lived through all those years ago
but i cant just ignore what i already know
how you hurt me will live with me for long as i go on
now that im at the start of something i can enjoy
i wont let it be ruined by the remnants of who i was
back in that windowless room where i wasted away.
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ignore the voice that says you don't deserve this
it doesn't know how to love
cuz itll leave you down and beat you into dirt but
itll leave you when push comes to shove :)
i dont really know what im doing/thinking/feeling about you/me/theworld
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warm blanket stare
03:24
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im sure that you told me but i didnt listen
its not that i didnt listen
i promise that i listen
i promise that i listen
its just that i was scared
that i wasnt in control
all i want is control
all i want is control
and to do even what i tell myself
what i know needs to be done
it rings a bell to the tune of defeat
a tune of familiar helplessness
and to sing along
means to be in control
all that anyone can be for me is sorry
so how can i tell you i need you
when i expect to be seen through
ignored, dismissed, or ridiculed.
and through your eyes you were the first to see me
i knew i could feel you see me
and you made me feel at home
and i just wanted you to surround me
so come and wrap me up
into your
warm blanket stare
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the sitter
02:48
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i dont know what i love
i dont know what i am or why im here
i dont know what i want to do today
and who knows if ill ever find out
ive just been sitting here
just been sitting here
ive just. been sitting here.
ive. ive gotta stop just sitting here
i just wish that i did know
what i wanted to do
what i wanted to do today
but even though i dont
and i wont
and i might never ever ever ever ever really know
i just hope i can learn to enjoy whatever it is
that i figure out
that i need to do
or not need
or not have to
but want
really, really want.
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take it all from me
02:01
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and you can take whatever you want from me
i wouldnt dare ever try and stop you
cuz with a voice like that who could
ever stop you from trying.
and even after ive lost everything
i wouldnt undo it if i could
cuz even tho im left with nothin
i know that ill be in your mind for good.
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when you look back at all that youve done
youll see that one thing always led to the next
but
maybe it was always meant to be that way
i cant sleep cuz theres nothin on my chest
in this refurbished sexual torture device
and im trying so hard to stop thinking
about how i am laying
love is found in my dreams in the arms
of some animal that looks just like me
and as he looks in my eyes my thoughts
stop racing and my mind feels at ease
i wanna say i need help and be heard
not mocked or shunned or labeled absurd
but experience is a bitch to unlearn
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